Oh god!!! I promise to my self a years ago...to not be in this kinda situation again. But now I'm trapped!! Why??? Is it bcoz my kindness?? Too care about my friend?? Coincidence??? Or just another reason???

This is my second time being the 3rd person in relationship. Don't think negative first, is not like I'm having affair or what. Boy and girl are my friend, but their complex relation made me stress too!!! I don't how I being dragged to this kind situation.

I'm trying to be neutral for both of them. They kept telling me a different version story about their relation. Gahhh!!! you both are not child anymore!!! Why don't try to solve you own problem!!! And leave me out of this!!!! The girl say A the boy say B and I just swallowed their story to observe it and check it later. They both wrong, they both hurt each other. So in the end I told them to broke up. Face it the problem like a grown up. Don't nagging me all the time with your love problem...bcoz I'm a person too!!! I have a feeling too!! Hell yeah!!! I even have my own problem!! Place yourself sometimes in my position and you'll know how HARD is it.

Is not I don't care for you guys..I love you both, you're my friend, but please....don't drag me into your problem more deep.
Let's stop here okay??

Onegai.... *pray*

 i think i'm gonna use bahasa to post my belated  report SUPER SHOW 2 in MALAY

*coz i'm too tired to translate it in english* hahahahaha.........

aduhh bingung mau ngomong apah....baru 2 hr yg lalu ntn SS2, tp maboknya msh brasa ampe skrg, badan capek dan pegel tp ttp aja ga bsa tidur nyenyak walopun udah sampe rumah...akhirnya gue sadar gue punya kewajiban buat report..hahahaha

btw buat jaga2 sebelom yg baca post gw ni lbh lanjut, gw saranin buat yg jantung lemah dan cpt deg2-an or gampang mual, mending ga usah diterusin lg bacanya....karena post-an gue ini pasti akan mengandung kata2 yg lebay (bukan maksudnya lebay gmana tp emng itu yang terjadi..hahahaha)yg takutnya pd bikin mual yg baca....ada beberapa foto juga tp maap yah aga kabur...pasti maklumlah kalo badan ama pikiran udh ga nyambung kyk gimana....trus kalo ampe ada detail2 yg gue lupa harap maklum juga...krn kadangan gue ada di posisi blank or mirip2 org kesurupan....LOL...(akan ada bbrp foto dr hp tmn gw...foto2 yg laen blom smpt gw mintain lg)

okay...so LET'S THE STORY BEGIN...........
( click here...^^ )

i'm starting this post with....

THANK YOU ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arigachuu ~~

komawoyo~~....

thanks for making my affair become in reality...*hahahahah happy grin*


( this is why ...^^ )ps : kyuhyun is so bambi..............LOL

kenapa nih ???? abis capek2 ganti layout malahan skrg di LJ gue gak ada tulisan "GO EARLIER" yg biasanya ada di paling bawah halaman..........

ottoke ????????

nande ???????????????

ntah kenapa itu post-an gak bisa gue LJ cut.....ada yg aneh nih....maap yah..... *bow*





sekalian ahh....
HUX2......AKU PINGIN SINGLE KIMBUM
HUX2......AKU PINGIN PICT BOOK KIMBUM

HUX2......aku jadi gilaaaaa!!!!!!

anywho or anyone....kalo ada yg tau caranya gimana bantu daku yah......hehehe kamsahamida..

"kau buat ku jadi gila....lalala lallalala"

hmmm....i will post this in bahasa....

okayyy....maap yah ga ada potonya...ini gara2 kabel data kamera yang menghilang ntah kmana...

pada intinya......ini konser rain...lebih mirip kayak arisan keluarga org korea...wae??? akan kuberikan jawabnnya kalo anda mengikuti post-an saya ini...( Read more... )

arggghh!!!! how should i say this in english??? (which i'm sure i'm gonna make many mistake grammar and so on...) but...i dont care! coz i just want to say my......thoughts, OUT LOUD!!!!

*inhale exhale*

sorry before guys...incase if i'm doing something that offended (blahh!! i'm so crap !) you all

and....this is my story...(errrr....or you also can say.."angry story")

TACKEY&TSUBASA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHERE ARE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!??????????? get ur fucking butt in the right place!!!! just act like an true duo idol!!!! urrgghh!!!! guysssssss.......seriously...........i'm pissed off with both of you!!!! it's been years...since u released the last single and now u just "wwoooshh!!!! gone!!" .....WHY ?????!!!!!!!

YAH !!! ARE U GUYS OUT OF UR MIND ???!!!!!!

HELLOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! I NEED AN REALISTIC EXPLANATION FROM BOTH OF YOU !!!!!!....u guys can't leave me hanging like this ! wondering what u guys been doing....hey hey hey....that's not fair!!!

well....don't blame me for acting like this, or someday...DON'T BLAME ME IF I'LL LEAVE U GUYS.............
*see! i say it now!!!! for almost nine years i always be ur fan....and u guys just......aiiissshhhh!!!!!!*




now....i wanna see my other darlingsss...yeah....i'm gonna see them in what-i-called "neighbour land"

dr td perut gue sakit tapi mau tidur malah gak bisa...akhirnya pinjem internet adek gue dan keterusan.....

iseng2 browsing dapet pattern jepang yang lucu2....aku kangen ingin melukisssssss

hahahhahaha......

jadi inget pas tgl 1 kemaren....gw sempet mempraktekan body painting di badan salah seorang model cowok...AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

it's so much funnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*maap ya taki, maap ya tego...gw praktek duluan di badan cwo laen*
*lagian darling taki curang....pas body painting gak ngajak2 gw!!! huh !*